Bye Bye Dream oh mine..

So on Thursday I met with one of met professors who I respect greatly and who knows the non-profit business well. And I do mean well. He confirmed my feelings of maybe it's not the right time. He basically told me that he loved my spirit and thought that I would be absolutely wonderful for the job- BUT he knew that money was so hard to get and didn't think the county I am in right now had enough to even get us paper clips. So I have bowed my head and let go of my dream. A few tears with it but also a weight off of my shoulders. I have already heard from some of the other business' locally who deal with people with developmental disabilities- that's good because maybe I can join forces.

Or I got an interview for that job... that's right the $50/hr job!! We'll see. I got a bit excited but I am surely not going to put my eggs in this basket until it is fully weaved.

Taking V to my parents today and then I am off to play with my girls from high school. It should be fun. But they say we are closing the bars. I don't think I have ever done that. Ouch. But it will be fun.

J is going winter camping today. Hopefully he takes the dogs. The puppy ate V's lunch box last night and right now he is running around the house like a maniac. Better go feed the beast.